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spitting games.
Jul 30, 2006

shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.

ass phone. refuses to switch on. it hung when i was replying lucas. (!#)($)!($!(_!!!@!.

lucas must be some kind of jinx. haha!

dammit.


i

need

my

phone.

/edit

okay. lots of things screwing up. but they're turning out fine. : )

my phone finally displayed something. after i connected it to the charger for 15 minutes. like wth. seems like it has low battery. which is pretty screwed up. since my phone had 50% battery left an hour ago. and that is supposed to last for another few days. argh.

and i was intending to wear my ok lenses just now. and i realised that my left lens was missing. and i was like omg. my mum's gonna kill me when she finds out that i lost one side of my 2k lenses. arghhh.

and then i found it on the floor just now. luckily no one stepped on it. ( :


THANK GOD! :].

1:23 AM

how to be dead.
Jul 28, 2006

spastic.

i just went through yunting's shutterfly on rhd.

lots of lian photos with yunting la! hahaahahaa.



first it started out still okay...













then we started fooling around...












and it got worse...












and worse...












and even worse...











got retarded...












and then it reached the point of facial retardation.












darn stupid.

and erps. weekends gone again. : /.

9:36 PM

chocolate.
Jul 27, 2006

ahhh.

screwed up day.

actually not really. the day started off fine.

then it came to math test. i was feeling pretty confident about it.

but now i think i'm going to flunk it. as in. seriously. the most i can get is probably scrape a passing mark.

argh. then it came to bio last block. and i couldn't understand a single thing the teacher was talking about. everything went into one ear and came out of the other. like wthh.

the worst should be cooking after school. first i couldn't concentrate cause i was so tired. and i had to keep asking people about the procedure and all. and i made loads of mistakes and all. and _ kept scolding me and my partner. and i was rolling my eyes away. : X.

i mean. even when you want to criticize. you make it sound like an insult. which causes people to feel like dirt worse than dirt. it's damn demoralizing la. and after all that shit, i didn't feel like cooking even more.

at least it ended off quite okay. when _ went home earlier than the other teachers. even when the sink got choked up. we didn't get into deep shit for that. haha. and they gave me plastic bag to put the food. : ).

got home pretty late at about 7.30pm. im so tired. but i dont feel like sleeping.

sighh. 2 more days of taking public transport early in the morning. : /.

7:36 PM

and live for the moment now.
Jul 25, 2006

you know what.

i have math test on thursday. and i freaking just found out today.

AHHHHHHHH. i thought it was next week! wthhh.

damn logs. im still so confused over it.

okay nvm. i've always been last minute anyway. : ].

went for training today. after 2 weeks. great. i've become a psychomotor freak. heh. darn it la. and i can't go training next week either. ) :.

@(#_!$@%!5

and arghh. my dad's flying off to china from tomorrow to saturday.

now i gotta wake up early and take bus to school for 4 days. : /.

but this gives me more reasons to sleep earlier. : ].

7:51 PM

heaven's not a place that you go when you die.
Jul 24, 2006

a duration of frustration.

and with every few free moments i have, i'm still set thinking.


And there's three, count 'em three
children playing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
to be taught and to teach

There's Veronica
She's biting her lip
as she watches the waves turn white at the tip
And there's Vada
Radiating with joy
and luckily she still can't stand the sight of a boy
And lastly there's Dade
His hair dances in the wind
and he's wondering what love is
And why it has to end

And he can't understand
how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
and live for the moment now

And there's three, count 'em three
children growing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
to be taught and to teach

There's Veronica
She's licking her lips
as she waits for her real, first passionate kiss
And there's Vada
Can't admit her jealousy
of her sister Veronica, and how she's so pretty (and how she's so pretty)
Lastly there's Dade
Still sitting on the dock
He ponders his life, and he skips his rocks
And he wonders when his father will return
but he's not coming back

And he can't understand
how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget everything that you have heard (forget everything)

And there's three, count 'em three
children missing from the beach
They were eager to learn,
to be taught and to teach

But the sad thing
is that they never lived passed the age of fifteen
due to neglect from their mother
Who was bed ridden by her ex-lover, their father
She didn't even notice, or pay much attention
as the tide came in and swept her three into the ocean
Now all her advice, it seems useless

No, heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you touch her and you feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love's completely real, so forget anything that you have heard
and live for the moment now

the tide ;
the spill canvas

9:31 PM

You're all I have.
Jul 23, 2006

ah.

gj crystal.

you slept at 4am this morning. and woke up at 1pm today.

ahahhaa. nvmm. luckily i didn't oversleep cause i was supposed to go play squash with the choir people. : ).

so we went to the polo club and played squash. i've never played squash in my entire life. and the only thing i can do properly is to serve. hahaha. bloody. game of angles. so anyway. i'm going to conquer the game soon okay.

oh. and i got whacked twice by the squash ball today. once by marianne and another time by gabriel. argh. now i have bruises on my arms. : \.

oh. the worst thing for this weekend. is that i didn't do any homework at all. like omgxzxzx. stop slacking la. sheesh.

next sunday we might go play badminton. haha! i better stop using msn. or i can't do my work. and i can't study for my tests. and i don't do well. and i can't go out anymore. ):.

go nerd!

8:20 PM

I struggle for the words and then give up.

another busy day.

woke up this morning. and attempted to do some math. did only like. 3 questions? out of 40+ i think? darn. logs and surds are so darn confusing. someone give me tuition please. >.<.

elaine called me and told me to go to school to prac dance. mrs anis said that we practiced really hard and she kindly opened the dance studio for us. : ). practiced till about 3.30pm. then i had to rush off to church for choir again. thats the interesting part. : ). not as energetic as last week though. had been sleeping at 12am for the past weekdays. and i was too freaking tired to do anything.

oh yea. and sleeping so late is making me get a outbreak. -.-"

darn. it's so late now already and im still typing this. wth man. might be playing squash with choir peeps tomorrow/today as well. heh.

so much for trying to be hardworking. -.-"

2:05 AM

Cause i'm so tired of all this fear.
Jul 21, 2006

ahhh. tired. racial harmony celebrations were pretty much the same as every other year's. arts and cultural appreciation. games. blah blah blah. so the whole class was in saris/punjabi suits and everyone was in a rush to learn how to wear the saris this morning.

went to chinatown with yunting, qiuping and peiting after school. walked around to find the stuff we need for the dance. and qiuping and yunting went crazy shopping. -.-". but seriously, some of the stuff they sell at chinatown are really cheap and nice. darn i love the earrings.

but i cleverly left my phone and wallet in class. GJ crystal lee. GJGJ. no money. and now i owe yunting 10 bucks. grr.

feels a little bit weird without my phone. but i don't think i use it much anyway. except to call. back to school tomorrow for dance stuff. and then church for choir again. sunday would probably be dedicated to dance prac again. hahaha! another weekend flies by. : /.

and i seriously dread the worst that is to come.

9:07 PM

It's beginning to get to me.
Jul 20, 2006

i woke up crying last night at 2.30am. darn left lens was cutting into my eye. it was darn painful to blink and take it out. i swear that was the first time in my life i teared so much. haha!

tiring day. but i didn't exactly feel like sleeping in class. something odd happened during math lesson today. i forgot to switch off my phone today. and then suddenly in the middle of nowhere, i felt my phone vibrating and i was like wthh.

so i went to check my phone to see who was calling la. and i got quite a huge shock. i turned to the person sitting beside me.

a: ehh. why are you calling me?! (with a bewildered look on face)
b: huh really meh?! (checks phone)
a: O.o
b: omg ya hor. paiseh.
a: -.-""

haha. its pretty funny la. what a coincidence! heh!

and it's racial harmony day celebrations tomorrow. the whole of 308 is going to wear indian traditional costumes! : ]. its pretty cool. and almost the whole class, except 5 or so, borrowed clothes from indera and sorna! haha. they brought so many saris and punjabi suits to school today, and it looked like they were setting up a shop. : ].

ah well. and i seriously need to stop slacking and prepare myself for the waves of pts and tests coming up and stretching through the whole of term 3.

term 3 sucks. : /.

10:36 PM

Shut your eyes.
Jul 19, 2006

another long day in school. because of inter-ug day.

it was okay la. just that my group wasn't very participative. and i was particularly annoyed with someone in my group. : l.

and i can't believe gb batch 07 actually got first for the skit. -.-". we didn't even rehearse at all. no script no nothing. just an overview of what we're doing. i guess batch 07 is really lame. corny. hilarious. it's really quite a miracle. : ].

well. it felt a little bit undeserving. since some others put in lots of effort and all into the dances and stuff. : /.

another long day in school tomorrow because of cooking. arghhh. stupid aesthetics. eating up my life. and i haven't touched my racket for 2 weeks! freaaaaaaaaak.

but friday will be racial harmony. so it'll be pretty slack although school still starts and ends at the same time. : ]. and i actually look forward to saturday for choir. haha!

sheesh. i should really learn to stop wasting time. but i really can't help it. : ].

7:41 PM


Jul 18, 2006

omg crystal lee.

stop wasting your time and life away doing nothing.

you could have slept at 10pm. and you procrastinate till 11pm.

gj gj.

come on. im sure i can do better. : /.

10:56 PM

Our last days of silent screaming blur.

been struggling hard not to fall asleep in class. but lessons are freaking boring. except for math. darn. i actually love math. : ). well. maybe not. but i love the teacher. : ).

come on come on. i should be hardworking! okay. like after this post im gonna just do my homework. haha.

ndp dance auditions today. 308 was the first class. and yay to everyone who contributed to this thing. synopsis writing, costume designing, dancing, song mixing and all. good job! (: .

and i am trying to smile more. it does get tiring. : /.


it's been 5 months.
and i wonder.


You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go
And all the things that I wish I had not said
Are played in loops til it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
Not our last days of silent screaming blur
Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should've stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far
Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back don't just think just do
More than anything I want to see you girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

you could be happy ;
snow patrol

8:19 PM

Chasing Cars.
Jul 17, 2006

im soooo tired.

lots of stuff to do. lots of stuff to worry about. no time to go for training. )))): .

i shall do pt on my own now. heh.

ndp dance auditions tomorrow. im darn darn nervous. blaaaah.

8:39 PM

Set the fire to the third bar.
Jul 16, 2006

what a busy day.

went to school for open house. and there were so little visitors to the school! was rather bored throughout. then went to the air rifle range. and sipei taught me how to shoot. in the end, the whole group of us sec3s were hogging the guns and shooting. hehe. i got one bullseye. : ). oh oh. and shirim was really really good. : ).

chionged to church after that. talked for a while with benjamin, marcella, and some of the isp choir members outside. and then practiced before mass and all.

oh. and i got sectioned into soprano.

soprano.

SOPRANO.

HAHA OMG.

i couldn't really believe it la. my voice is pretty low. and when i call someone over the phone, i get mistakened for being a guy. sheeeesh.

i think halmm is really fun. glad that i got into it rather than legion of mary now. hehh.

went to icekimo to eat icecream after prac. talked pretty a lot. and now im back. still in school uniform. wthh. hahahaa. sighhh. dance prac at yanyee's house tomorrow!

bye bye weekends.

again.

12:02 AM

Even if you cannot hear my voice.
Jul 14, 2006

sigh. another busy weekend.

mr toh was telling us how some people actually write weird and hilarious similes/metaphors.

e.g.

Her hair glistened in the rain, like nose hair after a sneeze.

The hailstones leaped from the pavement, like maggots being fried on a pan.

The young fighter had a hungry look on his face, like the one you get when you haven't eaten for a long time.

John and Jane have never met, just like two humming birds which have never met.

The boat floated on the water, just like a bowling ball wouldn't.

The ballerina was on pointe. She slowly lifted her leg into a graceful position, just like a dog at a fire hydrant.


and i love snow patrol! : )


I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it any where
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you can not hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder, Louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think i might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbyes
I nearly do
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you can not hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder, Louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
Slower, slower
We don't have time for that
All I want's to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart, my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if its just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you can not hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
run ;
snow patrol.

6:53 PM

Just know that these things will never change for us at all.
Jul 13, 2006

back pretty early today. skipped training. : /.

so i went to j8. to help my brother buy his WOW game card. : .

oh. and i got snow patrol's eyes open!

darn. i love snow patrol now. : ].

6:20 PM

Run.
Jul 12, 2006

ah.

just one more day.

and i can stop thinking about the damn bio pt.

damn im so tired.

6:51 PM

And I don't know, and I can't guess if we're gonna be okay.
Jul 10, 2006

the weekends just flew by like that.

got home on friday at around 9pm. was in school practising the class dance thingy. so darn tired i didn't do anything and went to sleep after a quick bath.

saturday. woke up at 8. went to dhoby ghaut to do flag day. im seriously lousy at asking for donations. but qiuping helped me fill my tin when she finished hers. : ]. had to rush to church for the isp meeting straight after. met marcella and keith at j8, then went to church. sat beside vanessa on the bus but i didn't realise it was her until we alighted. ><. clare and gabriella were also on the bus but i didn't see them when i boarded. : /. i actually got into halmm choir for isp. -_-". im quite satisfied with that. it's just that. my friend who put legion of mary as 2nd choice got into it. while i put legion of mary as my 1st choice yet i didn't get in. grrr. at least choir has quite some people i know. : ]. left earlier to go for dinner with qiuping, yunting and yingjing. then we cabbed to nanyang auditorium for guitar concert cause we were too lazy to figure out how to get there quickly. the concert was okay la. some people were really really pro at the guitar. ><. went for supper with jj, jiacong, chenhoon, tammy and louis after that at kap. talked and all for a pretty long time. played truth and dare for almost the whole time. haha. i just realised how uninteresting i am compared to the rest. hehh. got home at 2.30am.

sunday. woke up pretty early. was intending to do homework. but i wasted so much time that i was even late to meet sipei at her house. yea. so i went to sipei's house to do bio pt. chionging everything out. imitating the richard gere advertisement and all.

sipei let us listen to justin timberlake's newest song, sexy back. and then natalia was like. you can change the lyrics to plastic bags, for some environmental thingy. -.-". and then we were fooling around with indian accents and saying papadum. xD. it was hilarious.

oh oh. and i had to eat a bowl of hot spicy curry noodles for lunch. ><. sipei's mum bought lunch for me. and when i saw it, i had a big big shock.

curry.

womgxzxzxz. i can't take spicy stuff. hoho. in the end i just pretended i could. and ate the whooooole bowl of curry noodles. it's pretty nice la. but by the end of it, i was kinda crying and my lips were darn red and i had a runny nose. : /.

got home at 9.30pm.

monday. nothing much i guess. just normal lessons and all. now i gotta choing bio pt! sheesh. i cant wait till the end of thursday. : /.

when i can finally toss bio pt into the recycle bin.

5:58 PM


Jul 6, 2006

the days to come will be sleep-deprived and stressful.

9:19 PM

I heard a sick sad voice.
Jul 5, 2006

it was an almost perfect day.

almost.

i was pretty high and all for the entire day. waving to everyone i know in a spastic manner when i see them or something. it's like i haven't been like that for a hell long time.

as i had mentioned earlier, it was an almost perfect day.

UNTIL YOU F-ING SCREWED UP MY MOOD.

i'm not going to type anything much here. or i'll probably get into more f- or something. but basically i had some sort of quarrel with someone.

my livejournal says it all.

7:06 PM

By morning her soul will be gone, gone, gone, gone.
Jul 4, 2006

okay. up slightly earlier today. my dad actually refused to fetch me to school. only after my mum persuaded him to. wth la. i wanted to cab to school but my mum said no and made my dad wake up.

thought i was going to be late today. was cursing in my mind and blasting my music while i waited for like. 10 or 15 minutes downstairs. but surprisingly i got to school at the usual time i always do.

math test was okay. not to mention that i screwed up the entire first question. there goes 4 marks. argh. but overall it was pretty easy. : ].

i need to like. finish my bio pt soon. i think im soooo gonna die for it. havent even started! : /

7:29 PM

You can mark my f-ing words, "We aren't a mock supposed-to-be."
Jul 3, 2006

the weeks to come will be a rush. term 3 is full of performance tasks. dammit. lots of things to settle by week 3. ndp dance and bio pt. argh. im so busy. im so busy. im so busy. @()$@$()$@!.

went for gathering of kindred spirits concert at sji on friday. it was okay i guess. ended up being some lamp post because of marcella and keith. tskk. at least i wasn't so anti social that night. haha. was sitting near this super emo guy. he had like. black eyeliner. and his eye had black lines spreading out. it's damn goth la. and when the rock bands were playing. he was practically screaming stuff. like encoreeeee. screamoooo. he scares me. lol.

and the concert was freaking noisy. i mean. so many guys. shouting stuff and all. argh. to think the my school reprimands us for cheering on our friends when those in sji actually jeer and laugh. -.-". the difference is very big okay.

then went to school early on saturday. did up a fresh new medium for the rose plant. miss huang is darn nice. : ]. sheesh. i hope the plants would stop contaminating. or vivian and i will never ever get to our project, to elicit flowering of the roses. grr.

then met gladys to do some open house stuff. and then we went for syf. it was okay la. but it was freaking hot. ended pretty early too i think. ben was saying after the kindred spirits concert how ironic it is for youths to be coming up with the performance items for a celebration for youths. i agree its quite lame actually. heh.

got home at like. 9pm. no dinner. ate chocolates. T_T.

oh.

and i forgot to bring my notebook to school that day. so i didn't know how much of the stuff to add to make the medium. and i decided to call my dad up to help me check. so i asked how much quantity of ms SALT, SUCROSE, AGAR and gelrite i wrote in my notebook. apparently he thought it was for COOKING CLASS?! okay wth.

so i had a quarrel with my dad yesterday. he was telling me to be more responsible and stuff. and i was like. maan. that's so ironic. like you should be telling yourself that first before telling me that. then he got mad and started pinpointing various examples of me being an ass at responsibility. and i was busy doing something so i got annoyed and started pinpointing his examples. and he mentioned me calling him to get the ingredients of the rose medium for cooking class.

so i was like. it's not for cooking class la. ass.

and then he started threatening to not drive me to school and all. and he hit me okay. whacked my head. like wtf. cause i said "ass".

i mean. quit bothering me when im busy la. especially when i tell you time and time and time again that im busy and i don't wish to be disturbed? and you keep standing there and talk and talk and talk.

ARGHH. okay. enough of that. we didn't speak a single word to each other today.

ass it.

went to school again today. to practice the ndp dance thingy. i think our class is so gonna die for the auditions. it's like. 40% done only? and we still have to come up with the remaining steps and teach those who haven't turned up for practices. blah. ate lunch with xian later. : ]. took 410. that guy in bishan training, called james i think, saw me on the bus while walking to the sports hall. i have a feeling coach lau may slaughter me soon. but school is so busy i can only go for training once a week? argh. besides, im not in the mood to go tahan some annoying people at bishan training.

got home. did math sums. and now i cant be bothered with math anymore. im worried that i may fail. but i don't feel like studying anymore. i look forward to the end of math block tomorrow.

performance tasks should just ass off.

8:46 PM